My self....

When i was a child i always want to become a artist, i always like to sing, dance and acting by myself. I'm a little timid but know how to act cute. I like someone who'd say, "you look handsome today." or someone willing to take the dust off my clothes.... My ideal type is someone taking good care of me and willing to prepare a lunch box for me. As i feel lonely a lot, I like someone who pays more attention to me. I want to appear in romantic comedies. If it's possible i want to play the roles. I guess every man wants to star in noir movies I want to try a charismatic role, through i'm not sure if i can handle it well. I like noir movies such a "Running Wild." As the title, "My Everything," suggest, It's lyrics try to say, "You're my everything." I listened to. it when i was alone, If could i wanted to sing it on stage for all my fans, family and all my friends they are my everything though my mother has been the most precious one. I never take a picture with my mother not even when i were small. I wish i can sing this song in concert for my mother. I'm not sure it's a special day.... I guess it's may 18. That is the last day that i stay with my mother together with my father as a family.. (Dear mother... Thank you for giving me such a healthy body. I wish all of us could stay together. I miss you so much... Thank you for supporting any decision that i make. If i have a wish, I'd wish my mother and my father will come together to my concert, even if it's just once. I know she's been watching over me all the time. I really want to tell her that i love her so much and wish to stay by her side. Last year 2009/oct/09 i'm very disepointed i wish i could stay at her side to celebrate her birthday with her. Her body was very weak and she has heart problems... I always love my parents for loving me, hope that my parents were always healthy
to you ( there are time that i fuss and fret. I'd cry when i want something that i couldn't get. Perhaps as a child i didn't understand what i was putting you through
mother there are no "perhaps" about the fact that i love you. Please remember the times that we share together...